For long I didn’t dare to make this website. Talking about my interests and ideas? Way to vulnerable! Sharing all those projects that didn’t work out? No thanks. I’ll just remain backstage, waiting for that one project that does well enough to pack my bags and head into the mountains forever.
That desire for a semi-hermit’s existence on mountain bikes and skis will probably never go away, but I know it cannot be the only thing I do. I get fulfilment in life from helping others, especially when I’m asked to. But you only ask if you know what I can do.
The idea of an online portfolio never went away, because online presence is the most effective way to show what I can do for you. Both successes and failures are parts of my story, both are evidence of competence. But I’ve done many things. So what to share? And especially what to offer?
And then it got even worse. On 21 December 2021 I discovered what I believe is the Biblical end time timeline. For more than two years I’ve been investigating the subject, often experiencing a state of flow. But it came with doubts about if and how to share the information.
The non-alarming watchman in Ezekiel 33 made me realize that I could not keep this information for myself. But what about my career and family life? Losing credibility is easy enough already, I don’t need to claim the Biblical end of times for that.
“Are you willing to be a fool for me?”
At first I tried to share the information through an anonymous book. But new information keeps coming, so I started a YouTube channel that shows my face but not my name. And then I saw this testimony of a woman who hesitated to share her end time dream. Jesus asked her: “Are you willing to be a fool for me?”
Yes Lord, I’m willing to be a fool of you. And while being busy doing that, You probably let me accidentially build the life of my dreams.